This Distance Between Me And You

From Soraxtm’s Eye Like Skull Pearl

How can I talk to you
from the me that is inside me
how can I know
what you will see
looking at
the me only
I can see

Is there some essential truth
to be gotten underneath it all

From Soraxtm’s Eye Like Skull Pearl

how do I know if
you can really see beneath it all
and know that you are

Advertisements
This Distance Between Me And You

Most of you Edumacated People Aren’t really that well read:Photographs of serious books

EdumacationFrom The Unencyclopedia “Obtaining an edumacationTo obtain an edumacation, one must first become a “student” by enrolling at a school. Various types of schools exist, such as nursery school, high school, and college. Choosing which type of school to enroll in, based on the current stage of your edumacation, can be difficult. It is often tempting to want to reduce the amount of time spent in having yourself edumacated by “skipping” nursery school and high school, and immediately enrolling in a prestigious university (such as Uncycloversity). However, if you are male, this may decrease your likelihood of obtaining sex during your edumacation. Since many of the female students at your university will be older than you, it is unlikely that they would find you physically attractive. However, if you are female, this should be nothing to worry about. For the self directed there are many channels to obtain tidbits of educmacation, they include; word of mouth, rap songs and folk music, internet forums, online video and role modeling. Some occurrences of channeled edumacation have been reported.”_MG_3102-HDR_MG_3116-HDR_MG_3115-HDR_MG_3114-HDR_MG_2869-HDR_MG_2872-HDR-HDR

Most of you Edumacated People Aren’t really that well read:Photographs of serious books

New HD Short: Ripping Apart At The Top

Here is a brand new film.  It’s started some musical experiments I was doing.  I was playing this cheap casio keyboard and heard something so i kept playing the same thing over and over then I tried to make something similar using the higher quality fruity loops program.  Part of the spoken sections come from an audio version of Slavoj Žižek’s The Matrix, or, the Two Sides of Perversion and another part comes from  an NPR broadcast(inadvertantly broadcasting something uesful) adaptation of the Ray Bradbury story The Wind by Brigham Young University(of all places).  The phot0graphs consist of various pieces from a MOMA art torrent that’s been going around.

The underlying theme is always somewhere beyond my immediate grasp so if there are strange and disturbing things in it they weren’t put there in any  consciously manipulated way


Slavoj Žižek,Ray Bradbury,mental illness,philosophy,outsider, alienation, photography, art, minimalist,

New HD Short: Ripping Apart At The Top

Getting out for a change

I’ve been thinking about the concept of care. Like when i read  “In entering into a relationship with an object of desire it attains its Name, defines its personality, it comes alive by giving it intimate attention, it vibrates a Numinosum, the beauty of soul is brought out in a participation mystique.” I think of the relationships i get into with my various interests. Like how I got the idea to take care of the

Tullahoma Tennessee
Tullahoma Tennessee
Sunset_On_Dirty_Glass_by_soraxtm
Sunset_On_Dirty_Glass_by_soraxtm

garden around my house maybe a year ago.

I let that relationship grow and was able to see with more and more depth and resolution various aspect of the garden. Like what the soil was like and how the water ran and the age of different things.

I ripped up the floor of an old shed and stripped everything out and now I sit there alone and think about how

Question_Of_God_Life_Pond_by_soraxtm
Question_Of_God_Life_Pond_by_soraxtm

squatting(physically) in this shed on the dirt looking out the doorway I am physically in relatively the same material environment as someone in a third world country. I like to see the dirt and i think i desire to let down finally all the culturally instilled preconceived notions i had about the value of things.

Finally_A_Way_Out_by_soraxtm
Finally_A_Way_Out_by_soraxtm

When I think back just a few years ago i realize that I was involved in a culture of death that spread inaction and frustration as life denying stances became valued as death avoiding.

I am pretty sure we may all die but I am totally sure i don’t know for myself what that really means. It looks like no one around me

Institution_of_Marraige_by_soraxtm
Institution_of_Marraige_by_soraxtm

alive at all. Everyone looks and act dead. Everyone sits and sits and yells and moans yet accepts the limited horizon offered by the cultural worldview derived from the mass media.

Getting out for a change

For some reason I went a bit off the deep end

For some reason I went a bit off the deep end about the whole new camera thing.  I had a blog that got 17,797 hits  and I just went off to the great big consumer heaven on earth. I almost completely believed I that I could not live without a new camera, that my art demanded a new camera that said camera would change art as we know it and it was really cheap? (3,700 bucks with lens) and it was undoubtedly the best.

what an idiot I was.

at this point the current best will be in our phones next year

and the new best will show itself to be cumbersome and unneeeded

no more camera

no more trivia

For some reason I went a bit off the deep end

Like there is gonna come a time

Like there is gonna come a time
like we’ll make it all right
like nothing is anything

No Place Doesn't Exist
No Place Does Not Exist

like no one is there
like all it does it hurt
like there is no going anywhere

like it’s all right here in my hand
like it could all be over
in a minute
and it would
not matter at all

Like there is gonna come a time