I want you to understand what’s happening

Man I’m going through a lot of stuff right now.
I don’t have a job, I can’t get the right medication for my depression,
I have no friends that live anywhere close to me and
I have a glimmer of hope.
It’s the last thing that is the most frustrating.
The Occupy movement  represents
the beginning
of a hope
for a new kind of world.
a break into a new kind of world
yet i don’t feel like
I am doing anything to promote it.
I’ve been trying to come up with a film
but i feel i haven’t put enough into it or
I don’t have the proper focus or
I’m just to lame to do anything.
But that’s enough of that,
I’ve come realize, take a lot of work and
I’m only one person working alone
so here’s what I’ve come up with so far.Actually I didn’t do much and this isn’t finished.
I just fell in love with the music though.
I hope to have something much more polished and longer later on.The Music is by the Child Psychology
Most of the words come from the audio book version of Kazuo Ishiguro’s The Unconsoled read by the late Great David Case.

The line “the Street brawl had made my skin glow” came from an audiobook version of J.G Ballard’s novel Kingdom Come.
Most of the image  were downloaded from web site http://cryptome.org/.
I want you to understand what’s happening